Jinx sighed and stretched her arms up over her head before relaxing and laying back in the grass.
"I'm going to tell you a secret now and if you tell anyone I'll shave your tail got it?" She didn't wait for Hollyleaf to respond.
"Back home I was a bad girl. I broke the rules, hurt people, stole things. None of that is the secret by the way I'm just catching you up. Anyway I did all these things because it makes me feel good. I get to prove I'm faster, smarter, and just plain better then everyone else. And afterwards I get nice shiny things to look at later and remind myself how special I am."
Tucking her hands behind her head and lacing one leg over the other she continued focusing her eyes on the leaves of the tree.
"No family to speak of. All my friends left because unlike them I actually wanted to be something great. Because crime isn't easy you know. It takes alot of dedication to be the best. And they just didn't want to do the work. Now here comes the secret."
She took a deep breath and let it out slowly. She hadn't actually said these words out loud and it was a little nerve racking. But Jinx knew a safe risk vs. a stupid one. And what was the worse that could come from this?
"I was thinking of giving it all up. Because as good as I was there was always someone better. And a woman I looked up to almost all my life turned out to be...well everything I imagined and worse. So I got emotional, got angry, did some things I can't take back and left my home and everything I knew behind to try and find myself. And I wind up here which put a major cramp in that plan."
"Now I've got this digidork following me around, and it seems every week or so a new person shows up that needs help or is expecting something from me. But I don't help them all. I only offer it to people I'm interested in." She smirked and cast a sideways glance at Hollyleaf.
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Jinx sighed and stretched her arms up over her head before relaxing and laying back in the grass.
"I'm going to tell you a secret now and if you tell anyone I'll shave your tail got it?" She didn't wait for Hollyleaf to respond.
"Back home I was a bad girl. I broke the rules, hurt people, stole things. None of that is the secret by the way I'm just catching you up. Anyway I did all these things because it makes me feel good. I get to prove I'm faster, smarter, and just plain better then everyone else. And afterwards I get nice shiny things to look at later and remind myself how special I am."
Tucking her hands behind her head and lacing one leg over the other she continued focusing her eyes on the leaves of the tree.
"No family to speak of. All my friends left because unlike them I actually wanted to be something great. Because crime isn't easy you know. It takes alot of dedication to be the best. And they just didn't want to do the work. Now here comes the secret."
She took a deep breath and let it out slowly. She hadn't actually said these words out loud and it was a little nerve racking. But Jinx knew a safe risk vs. a stupid one. And what was the worse that could come from this?
"I was thinking of giving it all up. Because as good as I was there was always someone better. And a woman I looked up to almost all my life turned out to be...well everything I imagined and worse. So I got emotional, got angry, did some things I can't take back and left my home and everything I knew behind to try and find myself. And I wind up here which put a major cramp in that plan."
"Now I've got this digidork following me around, and it seems every week or so a new person shows up that needs help or is expecting something from me. But I don't help them all. I only offer it to people I'm interested in." She smirked and cast a sideways glance at Hollyleaf.
"And I don't give up easily."