No, he didn't want more Mikey suffering. He didn't want anymore Mikey crying. This wasn't the Mikey he knew. It was probably selfish, but...he wanted the happy Mikey back. It made him calm, happy...it wasn't fair.

If he could make Mikey happy...if he could make him forget...it would be worth it. Rising from his own angst, he slowly brought his lips to his lover's cheek. Now was his turn to help him, "Then let us go away. We can live together only you and me. And we shall not worry again. About anything."