"I'm not. I mean I am but, I'll be alright. Seriously," she mumbled, clearing her throat and trying to shake off the gloom.

"It hasn't been good back home," she said by way of explanation, offering a wan smile. "I'm sure I'll adjust but I just honestly got here only like an hour ago. When I realized where everyone was, I figured I should just come here and throw myself right back in. Try like it was nothing. It....really isn't that easy though. Not for you guys and definitely not for me."