"You think I'm selfish? I don't think you understand at all, all that I have given up or all that I would give up to protect you and I will not explain it. I don't think you understand that every time I try to even say sorry you push me away. I don't think that you just need to accept what happened and move on. I think that you need to understand what happen and work with me so we can get to a place that we can both move past it together."
Tetsushi stopped and looked down for a second at his cliched fist. His hand was shaking from the anger that welled up in him.
"Roze, I am sorry, I could say it a thousand time and it will never be enough. What I did was wrong and I know it. I had the best of attentions in mind and I messed up. I am truly sorry. I ask that you don't judge me on things that I have not done yet. I may have done things, things that I think are truly wrong in that timeline for lack of a better word, but I have no clue why I did it or If I even will do it when I make back. I don't want to hurt you ever again. So what ever I did it was the actions of an idiot and more mistakes of father who was just trying to do his best."
He could be seen clearly crying as he looked back up to her. Tetsushi was not one to hide his emotions and was not afraid to cry even it made him look ugly. He saw emotions as power and would embrace them.
"But If you want I will leave. I will leave and never come back. I don't want this at all, but if you think it's for the best. I will leave you life. You can act like I died all those year ago."
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Tetsushi stopped and looked down for a second at his cliched fist. His hand was shaking from the anger that welled up in him.
"Roze, I am sorry, I could say it a thousand time and it will never be enough. What I did was wrong and I know it. I had the best of attentions in mind and I messed up. I am truly sorry. I ask that you don't judge me on things that I have not done yet. I may have done things, things that I think are truly wrong in that timeline for lack of a better word, but I have no clue why I did it or If I even will do it when I make back. I don't want to hurt you ever again. So what ever I did it was the actions of an idiot and more mistakes of father who was just trying to do his best."
He could be seen clearly crying as he looked back up to her. Tetsushi was not one to hide his emotions and was not afraid to cry even it made him look ugly. He saw emotions as power and would embrace them.
"But If you want I will leave. I will leave and never come back. I don't want this at all, but if you think it's for the best. I will leave you life. You can act like I died all those year ago."