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Roze Ichishi ([personal profile] fullofthorns) wrote in [community profile] thefolder2013-09-30 05:57 pm

[ Closed ] Check-ups after dust-ups.

Who: Seifer and Roze
What: Checking on a friend who refuses to be a friend.
When: September 30th, evening.
Where: Seifer's casa.




Roze showed up about an hour after texting Seifer, smelling like soap and clean dampness that only came from recent and very hot showers. Instead of her usual skimpy clothes she had opted for an oversized black turtleneck sweater that swallowed her hands, only her fingertips curled around the cuffs keeping them from sliding completely down. Black tights under that, her usual heels abandoned in favor of a plain pair of sneakers she'd been using for morning jogs. Even her hair was out of its usual twists and braids, damp and curling around her face.

She'd come over as quickly as she could without going out of her usual way to primp and preen, resulting in what looked like...a pink-haired high school girl. Aside from the chest stretching the fabric she looked almost wholesome. Especially without the extra six inches of height.

she could have walked in, but chose instead to tap on the door lightly, standing in the hall with her D-T sitting on top of a plain white box in her hands.
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[personal profile] knightfan 2013-09-30 11:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Seifer didn't answer. Truth be told, he didn't want her to visit, but at the same time... he didn't feel like it would be such a bad idea, either. Maybe. Okay, so maybe he didn't entirely know how he felt, despite spending the entire day sitting in his room to contemplate how he felt. Sparring with Squall yesterday morning didn't do anything for his fever or the injuries the Dark Field gave him.

Impmon glanced at Seifer's room from his place in the living room. "Want me to get that?" he asked. In the end, he took Seifer's silence as a "yes" and opened the door a crack. Roze was on Seifer's "Not Currently Pissed At" list, so once he saw it was her, he opened up the door the rest of the way.

Surprisingly, he didn't immediately jump her for sweets. "You here to see Seifer? Pleeeease tell me yes."
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[personal profile] knightfan 2013-09-30 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
As much as Impmon loved sweets, he didn't even crack a smile. He appreciated it, though. "Yeah, he's... real sour today. And yesterday. And the day before that."

Impmon debated whether or not he should follow her. If he did, that would probably only make Seifer mad, so he decided to take up his seat again on the couch. It was a lot safer in the living room than it was in Seifer's room. The apartment itself was incredibly clean, apart from the slight mess Impmon made on the couch from his crumbs.

Seifer was in his room, sitting on his bed with his back against the wall, wearing a pair of slacks, a vest and socks. His trench coat had finally been retired to the door of the closet since it was literally falling apart at the seams, something that did little to help his mood. A stack of books was on the nightstand, another book in his hand as he thumbed through it slowly. Seifer's wounds were dressed loosely, his face slightly flushed.
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[personal profile] knightfan 2013-10-01 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
Right. Now he knew for sure that this was a terrible idea. He gave her permission to come over and she came in spitting insults at him. This was far from the first time something like this had happened, but... it still stung. A little.

Seifer let her talk, closing the book and setting it aside as she dug into him. Putting words in his mouth, assuming everything, acting like she had him entirely figured out...

He could have explained, or at least tried since he wasn't entirely sure why he was pissed off. It was everything. The Dark Field, Squall, that stupid pixie. Yeah. Sure. Impmon loves him for being him! That was a load of bullshit. Impmon was fonder of every single person in this city than he was of Seifer. It was the truth, and it wasn't something Seifer planned on sitting about questioning why. He knew why.

If someone else wanted Impmon, they could have him. He couldn't help Impmon digivolve anyway.

"Why bother givin' me anything if you hate me that much?" His voice was low. Quiet. "Unless you rigged the box or somethin'."
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[personal profile] knightfan 2013-10-01 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
Seifer pulled his knees close to his chest to give her more room. If she hated him, he'd know, huh? He felt like she hated him, so what she said didn't make sense to him. Perhaps he didn't have a firm grasp on what fondness in other people was, but he was positive he was familiar with hate. Of course, when his actions were taken into consideration....

She was assuming again.

"I said you could visit," was all he intended to say. After a moment of hesitation, he continued. "And I never said I hated you."

He leaned into the wall more, turning his gaze away from her, suddenly wondering whether or not she was mad about his botched attempt to rescue her and Neku. It was hard to read Roze, but at least he didn't go assuming things.
Edited 2013-10-01 01:03 (UTC)
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[personal profile] knightfan 2013-10-01 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
He didn't need to be reminded. He knew it was his fault Fujin and Raijin got fed up with him. He knew that they'd given him chance after chance, that he blew each one, that they had more patience for him than any normal human being ever could. They kept him grounded. But... they wouldn't come back. He knew that, too. If they ever came here and kept their memories... they'd never be able to reconcile, would they?

Seifer nods his head toward the window. "I trained all last week outside. That's why. And... I'm not mad about the mission. If people are gonna be mad about it, they should be pointin' the finger at me."

It was just like the SeeD exam, wasn't it?

"I was the leader," he said slowly. "I gave the orders and you followed them. I didn't think it through, so things didn't go according to plan. You can't take the blame for it when it was my responsibility."
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[personal profile] knightfan 2013-10-01 01:59 am (UTC)(link)
Seifer laughed bitterly. He never thought he'd hear those words. She may boast about her honesty, but there was no way she was telling the truth now. It's not like he'd changed the way he ran things between Dollet and now. Still:

"Yeah? Tell that to Cid," he said. To Cid and the rest of Garden, orders had to be followed to a tee. They didn't care about other possibilities, only making themselves look good.

"And will you quit blamin' yourself, Roze? It pretty much just sucked you in." If he was going to fault her, it would be because she didn't allow herself to be grounded, just rushed on in. Not that... he would have acted any differently. "So stop sayin' it was your fault."
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[personal profile] knightfan 2013-10-01 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, he knew she wouldn't have any idea who he was. He didn't even mean to say it, but he'd felt so bitter lately that it just happened to slip out.

Right. The "explosive" box. She didn't want to deal with him, so... just open it... and make her happy. He pulled the box closer, then lifted it up, balancing it on his knees. Without making an effort to even feign happiness, he opened the box.
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[personal profile] knightfan 2013-10-01 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
Seifer lifted the coat out of the box. There was a part of him that, despite the despair or whatever he was feeling, that wanted to be happy. So he laid it on the bed in order to see the whole thing, looking over its design. It was different, but it wasn't bad.

"Why did you get me this...?"

It looked expensive. Still, he had plenty of Bit stashed away. He could have bought another coat himself; Roze didn't have to... go out of her way like that. What was wrong with her?

Then he remembered yesterday morning and quickly appended: "You're the one who gave Squall his new coat?"
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[personal profile] knightfan 2013-10-01 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
"Thanks... Roze...."

He smiled faintly for the first time in over a week. She was a dumbass, wasting her money on a coat like this. A coat for him, some... second-rate nobody who was completely useless; who didn't even have a purpose anymore. Maybe understanding why she did this would be impossible to him. It felt that way even after her explanation.

"I like it," he said gently. He was being truthful. Sure, his old coat was sentimental for him, but it was tattered up. Now he had a coat and he didn't have to walk around feeling awkwardly bare-armed. Someone was looking out for him; someone cared. He shifted, kneeling on the mattress as he slid the coat on to see how it fit. The blank tag he normally wore was absent, so her opinion would have to be based on the coat alone; no accessories.
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[personal profile] knightfan 2013-10-01 12:11 pm (UTC)(link)
"I know you're not thinking what I think you're thinking," he said suspiciously. If she was checking him out, even in a coat as nice as this, she had bad taste. He was positive that fever wasn't doing anything for his looks, and even if it weren't present there were burns and scratches all over his face, not quite "battle scars." On top of that, his hair was still rebelling, most of his bangs on his forehead rather than neatly combed back. Hell, he probably looked like some feverish little kid who needed his mommy... not handsome at all.

Seifer lowered himself onto the bed again, coat pooling around him. "I honestly do appreciate it, though. Most people don't like the idea of givin' dumbasses gifts. So... I'll take care of it. Better than I did my last coat."
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[personal profile] knightfan 2013-10-01 06:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Seifer ran a hand through his hair and exhaled gently. He may have had a fever, but he wasn't some little kid that needed to be told to take a shower and take care of himself. Still, that didn't mean he didn't like the attention. He just wished it wasn't so... motherly. Something like that messed up his whole dynamic.

"Yeah, yeah. All right," he said finally. "Since I technically owe you from the other night. Skippin' movie night'n all." She could have just told him to take a nap. Without her, there wasn't much else he felt like doing right now anyway. And, depending on the movie, it would probably happen anyway. Provided she didn't punch him awake.
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[personal profile] knightfan 2013-10-01 08:44 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm decent," he called back. "You can come in." To be honest, he was a little surprised. Since when did Roze care about whether or not he was decent? He figured that she'd barge right in, that she didn't have any qualms about that sort of thing. That she'd probably be happier if he weren't decent.

While she was gone, he'd taken a shower and changed his clothes, even though he already took one in the early hours of morning. Oh well. Extra showers wouldn't hurt anyone. Besides, Roze was right; it did make him feel a little better. He'd also taken the time to sort through her reading material. There were more books on there than he'd expected, unsurprisingly from people he'd never heard of. That didn't bother him at all, though. He could have skimmed through them all, but not wanting to miss out on something he might like, he decided to transfer everything. That way, he could read what he liked, and if he got bored with one he could move onto another. Since there were so many titles to transfer, he skimmed a few pages of random books while he waited for them to find their way to his own DT.

"I just took everything. It was easier that way." In fact, he'd skimmed enough to add: "Guess you didn't care that I saw your dirty book collection, huh?" His voice wasn't accusing; he was trying to joke around a little to make up for his sour attitude for the past week or two.
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[personal profile] knightfan 2013-10-01 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Seifer laughed at her horror and reached around her to gently pat her head. "What are you? Seventeen, eighteen? You'd be hard-pressed to find someone who didn't have a collection of dirty books or magazines by that age, or at some point in their life."

There was nothing to judge. From what he'd skimmed through, he was sure he'd be reading at least half her collection. She had good taste, even if part of her taste involved tasting others. Nothing wrong with that.

"But, if your hair were red instead of pink, it'd match your face. Speaking of which, why's your hair down, anyway?"
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[personal profile] knightfan 2013-10-02 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
With raised brows, Seifer watched as Roze collapsed onto the floor. Was she going to be okay? At least her over-dramatic reaction put him at ease a little. Earlier, Roze had seen him at his lowest point so far in this place. Watching her act like this took his mind off it, and hopefully hers, too.

"Soup, meat and water. And some fancy juice. My kinda meal." Seifer took the sack from her so he could peer into it to see for himself. "Cafeteria?"
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[personal profile] knightfan 2013-10-02 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
There was an obvious frown on his face when she mentioned 'Pretty Boy,' but it passed quickly enough, falling into a more subtle expression after a moment. When Roze stretched and swore in pain, he automatically put his hands out on either side of her. "Damn, take it easy. You're scoldin' me for not taking care of myself, but at least I don't do that."

The frown was back, this time for a different reason. Doubting she wanted to talk about those injuries, he carried on with the other topic. "Got anything with dragons, magic and romance?"
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[personal profile] knightfan 2013-10-02 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
Leaning his elbow onto the bed, he hovered over her so he could frown at her more directly. "Hey, if I'm comin' off as treating you like porcelain, that ain't what I mean. I know you can take care of yourself'n all, just like you know I can take care of myself. Doesn't mean I'm gonna let you off the hook when you stretch like that and end up hurting yourself."

Then, using his free hand, he gently flicked at Roze's forehead. "You're not pitiful. Loud, obnoxious, full of energy and caring and kinda cute, but definitely not pitiful. Princess."
Edited 2013-10-02 01:31 (UTC)
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[personal profile] knightfan 2013-10-02 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
She kept doing that and he didn't understand why. Why did she fluster so easily? It seemed so... weird, in combination with her boisterous personality. Elbow still digging into the mattress, he leaned the side of his face against his hand, drumming his fingertips lightly along his cheek.

"Anything you think's good is fine with me. I already know nothing will ever top my favorite movie, so it's about time I started lookin' for a runner-up."
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[personal profile] knightfan 2013-10-02 11:40 am (UTC)(link)
"What? Oh no," he argued, sounded slightly offended. "I get to complain. No one told me there was a singing clause involved."

Wasn't she the playful one, acting like a dragon? Although he was pretty sure dragons weren't quite so affectionate. In a way, she still reminded him of Rinoa, too. Energetic and playful... the pushiest, bossiest person around. He was even calling her princess, although that was partially in retaliation even if he did think the nickname fit her.

"Witches, magic and sword fights, huh? Consider me pinged. And I guess I wouldn't mind learning about your job and lifestyle," he added. Maybe it would make more sense than fathers masquerading as their daughter's best friend or... whatever... that was that happened. He was still a little foggy about that.
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[personal profile] knightfan 2013-10-07 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, sure thing," he said quietly. Okay, so serving food wasn't some kind of monumental task, but... it was nice. It made him feel a little useful, something he'd sorely been missing as of late. It was pretty pathetic that this made him feel useful, but he accepted the feeling for now. So, without a single complaint, he organized the food into two meals he felt were adequate enough for two people with bottomless pits for stomachs.

"No, I'm... fine. They may not be tight, but they're good enough that nothing will get infected." His may have been loose, but Impmon's were tightly secured. He could handle himself... decently. "Thanks, though," he amended. Even if he didn't want her help, he appreciated it. It felt different than getting help from Squall. Different enough for him to thank her in the first place. She wasn't offering to look down on him. Probably.